j.i.w.a.k.a.c.a.u

aku sayang die.
sayang sgt.
tapi aku ta bule.
apapepun family aku n0 1.
die ta berubah.
die ta menepati ciri2 yg family aku nak.
i've given him time to change.
alm0st 2 years we've been g0ing out t0gether.
but he didn't change.
i dunn0 what else t0 do.
i have to.
my family is my everything.
without them, i w0uldn't be exist in this world.

semalam, chu cakap kat aku. macam2 chu cakap. & sume nye bet0l. no doubt.
chu is like my mother. all my aunts are like my mother. words that came out from their saying is a prayer to a daughter. and of course a mother wants the best for their child. aite?

chu pesan, kalau nak cari kawan in other words, boyfriend, cari :-
-ta tinggal solat. chu ckp, if die tinggal solat, what for stay lagi? tiang yg utama pun die tade. nnt macam mane die nak control keluarga.
-baik
-pandai eventhough not excellent. at least mase depan bule dijamin.
-ta boros. if from n0w on da b0ros, berbelanja di luar kemampuan, habeskan duet PTPTN dgn bende branded2, walhal maseh belaja, in future pun die akan still mcm tu.
s0, macam mane die nak bg kite hidup? nak bg nafkah sume.
-rajin.
& byk lagi laa. byk sgt if nak state kat sini.
hurmm.
chu ckp lagi, if kte kawan ngn sum0ne, think f0r future trus. takkan nak kawan saje2 je kann?
takkan tanak kawen kan? chu cakap, cari yg bt0l2 bule di buat suami. chu cakap, takkan nak flirt around je. ta baek main2kan hati & perasaan org. nnt hati kte jugak yg saket.

& sekarang aku tgh sedey. i dunn0 why. mungkin sbb aku sayang org yg ta menepati ciri2 yg family aku nak k0t. ntah laa. post nie pun da tunggang langgang. had0ii.
jiwa kacaww. zack, tolong syy. mane awk ilangg. hurmmm.